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I feel nothing.The numbness is almost comforting
The feeling of absolutely nothing
No sadness, no anger
Just dead silence
I couldn't care less for his reply
I couldn't care less if he's gone for good
No nervousness, no fear
Just emptiness
My life just goes on, the days drag by
My cuts don't get worse, nor do they improve
No worries, not anxious
I feel nothing.
CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

      Somewhere

                                  people

don't

            know

                             our

                                            
Have you seen that girlHave you seen that girl
With the yellow clothing
Running around, making too much noise?

I’m afraid I haven’t
I’ve seen the girl in blue though
She was calm, yet seemed troubled

What’re you talking about
I’ve only seen the girl in black
Packed with danger, yet kept to herself

Ah, were you guys just talking about me?

They all turned
To find the girl
The color they each want to see
For she is nothing
But
A mirror
That shows what you want to see
But never
Revealing the hidden part inside
Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day
wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown
Consider It a DiseaseIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so
lostI see them slip one by one, all my dreams

Try so hard to catch them, but they dance away it seems.

I don’t want my friends to be my only source of hope

I don’t want to hurt myself anymore just to cope.

This life hasn’t turned out the way I wanted it to be

I’m scared of a future I’m not sure I want to see.

Everyday I feel more confused, feel even more lost

I want to die but I’m not sure if its worth the cost~
Love and trust are brokenLove and trust are broken
More times than restored
And leaves a person dead
But not blind
When you still fall in love and trust
Even though you’re broken
It’s probably just desperation
To keep away the bitter truth
The truth that says
Mutual love rarely does exist
When they do, it needs to come with trust
And the truth with trust is that
You can’t trust anybody
Without getting broken
Not even yourself
Stone Heartkneeling on rough ground,
the tears fall from my face,
collecting in a chalice beneath your feet,
feel the melodic rhythm of my heart in every drop,
and sate your thirsty lips upon the cool water,
drink your fill from the wellspring of my love,
but do not be surprised once the well runs dry,
and my heart becomes like stone,
and beats no more
Be happy, my baby girl.I don’t know when you’ll be reading this, my sweetheart
But what daddy is about to tell you will help you understand him a little

Your father is a complex, but loving and caring man
He always tried to help his friends and loved ones whenever he could, even if it was at the cost of himself
But that isn’t the best thing one can do
It got him hurt a lot by people he would have never thought to be hurt by
Luckily daddy has gone through it all, just so he could teach you to be different
Listen to me baby girl, it took daddy not long to figure out what life is
What life is ment to be, and what its true purpose is

He was depresse
Still searching for youthe skyline has been torn open again
as it released the cold cold rain
water rises into a river so deep
drowning me just leave me to sleep

i slowly start to open my eyelids
and look to where the light once hid
the darkness now surrounds the sky
as these rivers now run dry

I take a walk on the streets without names
as my blood freezes within my veins
my lips start to slowly turn blue  
im at the end but im still searching for you

so i walk through the valley of death
as i savoir my very last breath
my lungs feel so full but there so empty
ill die to see the beauty i used to see
LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good
Disposablei am a piece of paper,
scribbled and full of holes,
crumpled and torn,
i have been used and tossed aside,
now i am little more then garbage,
an error and a mistake,
why am i so disposable?
The BondFull of sorrow, full of hate.
Rejection, disappointment. Is this fate?
At those hard times
Love, warmth, support and understanding seem to be
The one and only remedy.

Two separate lives,
Two separate souls.
Both so alike,
And yet so different, like the Poles.
Their worlds collide
And they unite.

To everyone's surprise,
Their bond was stronger unlike any other.
It grew, expanded, prospered,
Their lives now just as bright as summer's sunrise.

They're not like Romeo and Juliet,
Oh no.
To fall in love the moment  that they met,
To say that, straight away, they are 'The One'
Wasn't the way they like to get things done.

Patience, dedication a
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And fate
and everyone else there is to blame

But truth is
there are no one to blame
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while I hush and hug you

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I have accepted the word
The word people always will use
in the same sentence as my name
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If I told you how I feel...

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My heart's pounding faster
my head's going to explode
I can't breathe
my cheeks are turning red
and I try to remeber the words

You're standing just a few meters away
You're talking to one of your friends
You laugh and I freeze
Your laughter is so beautiful
and your smile makes me dizzy

I gather my thoughts and
begin to walk toward you
I have to tell you what I feel
even though you might reject me
I have to do it

You see that I'm heading toward you
You stop talking with your friend and look at me
with a weird expression on your face
I swallow my fear and take a deep breath
"Could I talk to you for a moment?"

The words just slipped through my mouth
You nod, confused, and following me to a private part of the room
I stop and turn to face you
I'm on my way to start saying something when my eyes meets yours
It's like an explosion

I'm speechless, but know that you're waiting for me to say something
I blink once to keep myself focused
"You wanted to talk to me?"
I look up at your face
it shows that you're getting tired of waiting

I take a deep breath and look down at the floor beneath us
"Yes, I wanted to talk to you"
"So what is it?"
I keep looking at the floor and can't force the words over my lips
You sigh, turn your back to me and walk away

"Wait!"
My whisper were loud enough to make you stop
Once again I swallowed my fear
"You wanted to know what it is?"
You turn around to face me
"Yes, but you refuse to tell me. You're just wasting my time-"
"Well, excuse me, but this is something hard to say!"
You freeze and look at me in a strange way

I look up to face you
"The thing is ... that i've wanted to tell you this long ago, but
I couldn't. I just couldn't. I was to afraid of what you would say."
You look at me, even more confused than before, and shaking your head
"Then what is it? if you don't tell me,
then you'll never know what my answer will be."

I nod and close my eyes, because I don't want to see your reaction
"I think I ... like you."
Just a whisper, just a moment of silence, and then
I know hell is going to break out

"What?"
I hear your voice
"I said I think I like you"
And now I've answered you
Now you must be sure of what I said

Then I hear it
the thing that I love, but at this moment hate
Your laughter
It's a laughter full of rejection and hatred
I keep my eyes closed and a lonely tear are running down my cheek
Now I know how you feel
Now I know ...


I opened my eyes and just saw darker around me
I sat up and realized I was in my bed
A dream!
It had all been a dream!
I layed down back on the bed with my arm over my face
Now I definetely won't have the courage to tell you!

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If I told you how I feel...by ~IdaSkoog

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This was my nightmare for this night :( and I know that it could end that way...... :sadangel:

I hate the fact that he might doesn't feel the same way :tears: I'm so easy to break down when it comes to love :crying:


argh! :( still want you to know that'll I get over him ;P sooner or later....... :sadangel:




Please leave a comment! I love comments! :D

And last; bring peace, not war! :heart: ;P
(C) Ida Skoog

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~Syudzius-san Mar 24, 2011  Hobbyist
I like your poem C:
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~IdaSkoog Mar 24, 2011
Thank you so much :3
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~darkcheast Nov 21, 2010
Ida you haft to stop dreaming about him, you are going to do it so much worse. I say this becouse I care about you. :hug:
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~IdaSkoog Nov 21, 2010
I know :hug: but I can't get the bastard out of my mind... :sadangel:
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~darkcheast Nov 21, 2010
I fell the same, it is hard to not think about them. :sadangel:
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~IdaSkoog Nov 21, 2010
:( true.... but you are a little lucky :) you haven't been in love with the guy for years without knowing it ...... :(
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~darkcheast Nov 21, 2010
how do you know about that?? :hmm:
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~IdaSkoog Nov 21, 2010
I just know it......
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~darkcheast Nov 22, 2010
yes you are right, I fell for him in the eighth grade :blush:
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~IdaSkoog Nov 22, 2010
eighth grade? :O and you haven't told ME until now?! :(
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