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I reach out to grab your arm. Before I can actually get a grab of your arm, I touch your skin. A slight touch and I feel the burn. The burn that always occur whenever I feel your warm body brush against mine. Feeling the redness cover my cheeks I move my hand away from you and turn away so you won't see me blush. Did you notice the difference in the air? Did you hear my inhale when I felt the burn? I sure did, since nothing else matters when I'm around you. Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating? Do you understand? Do you feel the same? Am I only dreaming Is this burning an eternal flame? I glance in

When you try your best Trying every single time but still it turns out wrong in some way, no matter what you say or do That's when you start to give up When you constantly smile to make other people happy because seeing them happy is great When that happiness isn't there and you feel that there's nothing more to give That's when you start to give up When you always try to stay positive believing and hoping that everything will go back to normal if you just keep trying But when you don't see a change you realize it's not worth it That's when you start to give up When you find yourself crying with your arms wrapped around

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Crossing my fingers Looking up at those fireworks This time I swear I'll do everything This time I swear I'll keep those promises Giving a promise for new year is a tradition Not keeping them is also a tradition It starts good, I'm keeping the promise I made for myself and I am proud of it Then as the days keeps coming I don't really keep the promises They are there, in the back of my head but I don't care about them anymore As the year goes by, I forget all about the promise and then it's New Year again Time for a new promise that I sure enough won't keep The clock rings The year is over a new one is here And I am alive a

"Told you I'd be your boss!"

"A person is never perfect until you fall in love with them ..." That's what a friend told me a while ago I understood what she meant, but still didn't know just how right she was I usually fell in love with those stupid guys who were sure to break my heart into hundreds of pieces in less than a year For some reason I fell for what they were - dangerous but that wasn't really what I wanted or needed I know that now, thanks to you You are the opposite to all those guys You are kind, gentle and sweet Caring and loving, you've swept me off my feet Some people have said that they don't understand how I can love someone like you Y

"How....?" "Please, I knew all along!"

 People always wish for weird things during Christmastime. It could be money, a trip or just that special shirt that everyone else around you already wears. If you are a child you usually wish for something stupid, something you'll play with for a few days and then get tired of. Some people wish for a Christmas miracle, like peace or happiness or that your boyfriend will come back to you and dump that new girl of his. That's nothing close of what I'm wishing for. I have one single wish this Christmas and I know a fat guy called Santa Claus won't be able to help me this time. The only wish I have this Christmas is for my mom to get better.

Calling out Calling out for you Can't you hear me? Don't you want to hear me? Please, baby, please I'm right here, why can't you hear me? Begging on my knees Begging on my knees right in front of you Can't you see me? Don't you want to see me? Please, baby, please I'm right here, why can't you see me? Touching your cheek Touching your cheek so softly Can't you feel me? Don't you want to feel me? Please, baby, please I'm right here, why can't you feel me? I hear your whispers, so why can't you hear my whispers to you? I see your tears, so why can't you see my tears? I can feel your touch, so why can't you feel mine? Ple

Always keeping those promises I made Smiling that happy smile people expect me to smile Controlling my temper and never getting angry about stupid things Being that perfect little daughter they expect me to be Getting the best grade I can and always behave Laughing and enjoying life as it is You know what? This isn't me at all And I don't think it'll ever be People expect this of me and I can tell you one true thing; They are wrong about me! I'm not keeping all the promises I make, because I'm only human Smiling all the time won't make everyone around you happy Controlling my temper is probably the hardest thing ever and gettin